27.11.2005
Sunday, November 27th, 2005I’m riding the bus to Madrid. I’m using a Pocket PC to write this new entry down. It has been inside the drawer for a long time: almost one year.
Although I haven’t been writing too much, a few changes have occurred to my life. Probably, the biggest point among all of them, is the fact than I am working again in Spain. Yeah, I’m back. And it feels so weird. It had to happen at some point but this time my Asian dreams had taken me far.
After my mellow-yellow position got into its own end, I got involved in two processes. One would have taken me to the Philippines. The other one was going to be developed in Spain. At the very end things got kind of precipitated and chaotic; just like us… like human beings. Not more. Sometimes I get trapped into thinking how much little pulses affect our lives. At the end it seems to me that life is all about *little* decisions taken in such a small amount of time. It crosses that thin red line. It turns blurry. Dark. Scary.
And I experienced one of those a couple of weeks ago. I took small decisions like charging extra balance onto my mobile phone or getting a much more expensive flight. Just based on *intuition*. Isn’t that magic?
Finally, I didn’t make it for the Asian part. But I am truly happy. Let’s rely on these little pulses that feed us through intuition and initiative.